Well we had a plan. We had picked something from the list earlier that day.
Last night I was home a few hours before him, boys night. I watching movies, when I received a text that read, "I'm on my way home, will you be naked?" I replied and stripped. When he walked in, we talked and laughed about a scene from the movie Waiting. We were fake arguing about something and started play fighting, which was completely unfair as I was naked and he fully clothed.
We wanted to get started on the nights work, having chosen "Hands Only" as a follow up to "Mouths Only," but both agreed it wasn't a great choice. Unfortunately as he has probably already mentioned I am vibrator dependent. Manual and oral don't always do the job for me, they are great as foreplay but won't end in orgasm the majority of the time. So we almost always incorporate my vibrator into sex.
Back to the story, we were play fighting which somehow mutated into a dominance/rape fantasy situation. Where he took complete control and power. He flipped me onto my stomach and was spanking me fairly hard. He pushed my face down and pushed into me, it was a shock and surprise. He then proceeded to quite literally take me by force. He asked me, "Why aren't you stopping me? Why aren't you saying no?"
I had no answer which seemed to make him want one even more. Suffice it say I had no answer most of the night unless he forced me to give him one. Hi description will probably be far better.
He was demanding all night even when ordering me to come. The thing is although physically I was aroused, obviously wet. Mentally I'm not sure where I was, this has always been a fantasy, but whenever we have toyed with it before, I was expecting it and was laughing and playing along, this was different. I can't really explain it.
I may be able to elaborate more later, but I'm still wrapping my head around it right now.
Until next time ...
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Aggressive Sexual Play is really interesting, but there's definitely a lot of possibilities of things going wrong, or in unintended directions. All I'd suggest is that after you digest and understand what happened, communicate, communicate and communicate more with your partner.
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